Kathryn Allen has been published in Abyss & Apex and the protest anthology Glorifying Terrorism, while forthcoming appearances include a short story in Beneath Ceaseless Skies. She resides in a town recently named as being one of England’s nicest places to live and visit, but doesn’t believe the judges can have taken into account the declining number and quality of bookshops when making their decision.




The Hard Place

by Kathryn Allen



He wasn’t just working out his contract in a dead-end job. Piloting the nozzle of an icebreaker was fun and a challenge, Mike reminded himself, easing the nozzle-head deeper into the crack and pulling the pump trigger. It was the kind of demanding, hands-on ride you couldn’t get shepherding power stations in Earth orbit or flying transport shuttles across the plains of Mars—where automated systems did everything but take the heat for a foul-up.

Icebreaking—guiding the end of an insulated hose into an asteroid’s collision fractures and pumping pressurised hot water deep into the cracks to create ice wedges that split the big rocks into smaller rocks, piece by piece—called for the skill, judgement, and high-quality sensory data processing power that only human brains could provide. At reasonable cost, anyhow.

And eighteen months ago, asteroid mining was the smart move for any pilot looking for a bit more spice and a lot more space. Mike had been very happy when he signed on with TiamatCo and joined
Leviathan’s crew.

Of course, back then Europa Station was still a bad joke. No one sane thought the ProGeny buyout could turn it around, or that mankind’s next giant leap—the Jupiter push—would be happening this soon.

Nor that
Behemoth, one of Leviathan’s sister ships, would end as a scatter of metal and broken rocks that none of her crew survived to explain. A mystery the insurance companies hadn’t been particularly happy to pay out on—as if industrial accidents weren’t still a part of life back on Earth.

Beside him, Leah cleared her throat.

Mike kicked the retract pedal. Ice shards followed the nozzle-head, chipping and cracking from endless collisions as they swarmed out of the gully into sunlight, twinkled like new stars, and vaporised. In dark shadowy crevices, the bulk of the water froze, expanding within the tiniest fault lines, stressing the fabric of the rock.

But nothing broke off.

“Tough,” Leah said. “Looks like I scored the big split this shift.”

Mike didn’t spare his co-pilot a sideways glance. He wanted Europa, but losing his edge on this job wouldn’t help keep his third application out of ProGeny’s bitbin.

Pushing the nozzle-head forward, continually fine-tuning the tiny two-man pod’s directional thrusters so the high-pressure hose they rode didn’t writhe like a salted worm, he released another brief spurt of hot water into the crack.

He didn’t need to check any read-outs. A slice of rock—nickel and iron and silicate—shuddered and drifted free.

Mike retracted the nozzle-head, carefully waltzing clear of the predicted trajectory, but the slab twisted slightly and a trailing edge clipped the asteroid. The impact broke the section into three smaller pieces, each moving a little faster...straight at the pod.

The hose made going backwards the hardest direction to move, and the nozzle-head had limited retraction. Already at that limit, Mike jockeyed the ride—cutting left lateral thrust and letting the hose’s unopposed contortion add an extra sideways jerk. He resteadied the pod once they were clear. The rocks sailed on past to be scooped up and funnelled through
Leviathan’s primary processing mill—smashed, sorted, and stored in her hold.

Ice often stuck to a section, and when the ice caught sunlight—instantly boiling to vapour—the rock behaved like it had briefly fired directional thrusters.

“Showboater,” Leah said.

Mike glanced across, to check out her smile, and grinned. “Only work with the best.”

“Chance would be a fine thing.” The smile barely faded, but Mike noticed, and knew why.

Lately, everything came back to the
Behemoth disaster.

TiamatCo was new on the asteroid mining scene and still paying off start-up loans. Scuttlebutt said they needed cashflow to cover the raised insurance premiums, so two of the six remaining icebreakers would be rented out as service freighters for a traditional rockscraping operation. Their bridge crews would be kept on, but the nozzle-head pilots... With seven years’ job experience, Mike reckoned he’d be okay. Unluckily, tethered-flight hours didn’t count for much on a pilot’s résumé and Leah’d joined TiamatCo right out of training.

There wasn’t a word of comfort he could offer that she wouldn’t know for a lie. “Let’s give Ross and Wang a start on the next slice.”

She chuckled. “You’re such a bitch.”

“Bastard.” Mike corrected, forcing a deadpan. “Bitch would be if I pointed out that they make their best shifts after I’ve given them the clue.”

“Bitchy,” Leah confirmed. “But true.” She checked the overheads. “And we just lost the water.”

At the other end of the insulated hose were
Leviathan’s massive storage tanks, full of melted main-belt comet ice, but it was the icebreaker’s bridge officers who controlled the supply. And—since the loss of Behemoth—they’d been pushing the cut-off dead on shift-change, even if the nozzle team was only a wedge short of making a split. There was no leeway, no corner cutting, and by-the-book adherence to the operations manual and duty rosters.

Overnight, half the fun had drained out of the job.

Mike powered down and turned off the window display. Secure in his chair, he loved that the entire front half of the pod pretended to be glass, but when he had to move around inside the three square meters of pod space he preferred to lose the illusion of being “out there.” He put on his gloves and helmet, and struggled from his station.

Leah was small, better sized for getting in and out of the nozzle-head’s cramped confines. She always had to wait for him, and would stand by the hatch, grinning like he was a comedy routine. A couple of weeks back he’d asked if watching him do the cockpit stumble hadn’t got old yet—and she’d grinned at him across the lunch table too.

He checked the pressure gauge on the hatch before he opened it. The pod was too small for the icebreaker’s designers to have bothered with an airlock at the head end, and anyhow the hose was filled with air for the shift change—it stopped fragments of ice forming. He and Leah climbed down into the pipe, pulled the hatch closed behind them, and followed the tracery of green LEDs to the
Leviathan, single-file. Leah went first because Mike’s mother had raised him right and he liked the view better that way.

Ross and Wang were waiting by the hatch when Mike climbed out. Gloved but not helmeted. He touched fists with Ross—the official hand-over—then kicked the hatch closed, planting one foot on it, and took off his helmet. Not exactly regulation, or what a safety inspector would want to see, but better than standing around with their helmets off and an explosive decompression on standby. “What’s up?”

Wang glanced at Ross. “Word is any icebreaker that’s not meeting productivity by the end of their current trip is history,” he said. “The bridge crews don’t give a monkey’s because they’re not about to lose their jobs.”

“Old news.” Leah shrugged and started for the locker room. Wang got in her way. She didn’t barge through, but Mike was tempted. If the other two men had looked less nervous about the confrontation he might have.

“The rest of us want to try shaking a rock,” Ross said.

Mike counted to three. “We’ve good cracks, she’s shedding nicely, and I can’t see what we’d gain by—”

“There’s going to be a locked box swinging past us in about thirteen hours.” Ross crossed his arms, but there was nothing casual about the rest of his body language.

“The perfect size and packed with valuables,” Wang said. “If we do the magic trick, we’ll be way beyond just meeting productivity.”

Ross nodded. “And even if we only get a good partial...”

But a partial wasn’t the goal.

Locked boxes were tough-nut asteroids—ones an icebreaker wouldn’t normally waste time on. Except, six months ago, a couple of TiamatCo’s geologists had drawn up a plan for cracking one. Drill the right pattern of holes, fill them with ice, and then wedge a full thickness split through the top layer of rock, and a locked box would shake itself into bite-sized rubble. In theory.

Breaking a locked box was about meeting up to a challenge, taking the tough option, being a man. And shaking a rock to pieces would be—one of those things you did because walking away wasn’t in your nature.

Almost as tempting as the idea of propositioning Leah—a hell of a gamble, but a heck of a prize.

Of course, chances were you’d end up knocked on your arse and feeling stupid. The big prizes came with serious risk factors.

“And if it isn’t ripe, and doesn’t crack.” Mike shook his head and started for the lockers. “We could lose an easy rock and a couple of days sectioning we’ll never make back.”

Ross didn’t get out of his way. “You’re the best nozzle-jockey aboard—”

“Don’t think you get a veto on this.” Wang’s lip curled and trembled, like a dog nerving itself up to bite. “Just because you’re some hotshot blue-sky project chaser who doesn’t—”

Ross grabbed his shift-mate’s shoulder. “Let’s go break rock and give the man a chance to think it over.”

If Wang had said another word, or jostled Leah, or... but they shuffled round, and went down the hose, without Mike finding a snappy retort or an excuse to hit back.

Everyone knew about his Europa applications. Air, water, and gossip were the three essentials of space travel, and privacy was a luxury even money couldn’t buy. But people got along living in each other’s pockets by pretending not to know. Plain new-fashioned good manners.

He checked the hatch seal before following Leah into the locker room.

“Wang’s only got a couple of hundred training hours on Mars freight shuttles,” she said, shimmying out of her pressure suit. “Not much more than me.”

Mike stripped out of his own, carefully not looking at her. “You taking them seriously?”

“Not them.” She hung her suit, and checked it for wear and tear. “It’s Esposito’s idea, and I don’t want to lose this job. Even if you’ll be skipping off for something better.”

“Not better, just...” He could never explain.

At the first whisper ProGeny was recruiting, he’d sent off an application. Filled and sent the forms again after all the fuss over them taking on workers from outside the membership of traditional ‘spacer’ associations. He didn’t care. He paid his dues to ISPA because it made life easier, not so they could tell him to boycott a company for hiring catering staff whose job experience was sub-ocean.

And Europa had an ocean, anyway—under ten miles of ice.

He wanted Europa. And then, he’d be after the next job that got him—

“Further out.” Leah grinned. “Yeah, I know that’s your drug.” She patted his shoulder, and put her suit away. “I’m starving. Get a move on, big guy, so we can go eat.”

“You want to risk the locked box.” If she did, then Mike didn’t have any reason not to go along for the ride.

“Doesn’t matter,” she said. “The bridge crew’ll never go for it and they control the water.”

*


Mike poured himself into the pod’s pilot station, pulled off his helmet and gloves, and turned on the window display. He stared out at UT-4589—the locked box Esposito had named Phyrra—and waited for Leah to get settled in.

The bridge crew weren’t worried about losing their jobs, but freight hauliers didn’t pick up the kind of productivity bonuses they’d got used to. Rumour had
Chamrosh, or maybe Ziz, looking to crack a locked box and Hadhayosh working a small shoal of rocks that were as crumbly as good feta cheese. Which meant the only way Leviathan could be sure of staying in the race was to risk everything on Phyrra.

Once the bridge crew gave their nod and wink, the guys in processing agreed to pull long-shifts as ground crew, capping off the stressor holes. By the time Phyrra came calling, and for three days as they followed her,
Leviathan’s entire crew was working at Esposito’s crazy plan.

Mike and Leah spent their pod hours drilling and filling—weakening the top layer of rock and putting in ice to keep up the pressure when they moved on to the next shaft. Then they helped drill the split line—a string of holes like the perforations on a credit receipt slip.

If they were lucky, when they filled those holes the entire surface layer of the asteroid would shed. If they weren’t lucky, they’d have spent four days creating a humorous monumental artwork titled “Stable surfaced rock with ice-filled drill-holes.”

Once the groundwork was laid, Wang insisted on a ballot for who’d tear the split. After the count, Ross and Staats bundled him across the mess and Esposito turned up the music so, officially, no one could hear them explain the facts of life. He’d been the only dissenting vote. The rest of the crew wanted Mike in the pilot’s chair.

Latest word was
Chamrosh’s split hadn’t taken their rock apart, but that they’d a good enough partial to still be peeling sections.

Leviathan needed better.

“The quickest, easiest way would be to start in the center and go left, center again and go right,” he said, trying to memorise the exact position of each hole in the split line.

“Shortest time between fills, and orderly,” Leah agreed.

Mike took a deep breath. “But I’m
Leviathan’s own ace hotshot blue-sky project chasing nozzle-jockey.”

She nodded. “That you are.”

“So I figure we start at the center and alternate filling left and right and see if we can’t put a real wedge to her.” He glanced across the pod.

Leah grinned. “They’ll have to sedate Wang.”

Flicking the power switches, he wrapped his hands round the joysticks as the nozzle-head responded. “Esposito can sit on him.”

Taking his time, Mike lined up with the row of drilled holes and then hovered over the middlemost, as if it was a practice fill. Too close in and you could get ice on the nozzle, too far back and the water would evaporate into vacuum. He delivered short, well-aimed spurts of water and didn’t waste a drop in splashback.

He was good, and he could prove that any time he liked.

Leah checked the overheads, and the clock, and pushed back into her seat. “The Captain’s blind-eyeing you taking both shifts, but don’t count on him sticking his neck out beyond that double-shift.”

“Won’t be any need.” Mike took another deep breath, and grinned. “Hold on to your hat.”

Aiming at the hole to the right he half-filled it with two shots and then dodged the nozzle left and did the same. Then he filled the right hole, half-filled the next over, and went left again. Swing and aim and fire, and swing and aim and fire, and swing and aim and fire.

As he got into his stride, Leah wedged herself harder into her seat. The pitching didn’t bother Mike, because he knew exactly when he was changing direction.

Thirty fills later, Leah swore. “I think there’s a visible crack.”

And there was, the slightest line, almost nothing more than a shifting of the surface dirt. Mike didn’t take the time to try and gauge if it was shallow and clogging, or the dust particles were tumbling merrily into the dark and adding further pressure on the split. Springing from end to end was precision steering, and stalling on the rhythm to admire his handiwork wasn’t going to get the job done.

“Okay,” he said. “Now we get rough with her.”

Leah’s laugh was cut into a gasp as the nozzle-head lurched, and then she caught her breath again. “Sensors show the crack goes down.”

Another ten fills each way and the split was wide enough to send water into without risking any bonding would be greater than the cleaving effect.

“It’s going to go,” Leah murmured. “It’s going to do it.” She was staring out at Phyrra. “Do it. Do it.”

Mike grinned.

The communicator bleeped, and Leah’s hand paused over the switch. She didn’t want to hear any bad news and neither did he.

Her finger flicked, and they heard a babble of excited voices. “She’s going guys. The surface sensors are pinging like crazy.” Mike thought he heard the pop and fizz of a drinks can. “She’s shaking like a jelly.”

He pumped the next crack, and the next, and back for two more holes each way, and then there wasn’t one crack anymore—the surface beneath them looked like crazy paving.

Leah beamed. “You did it.” She slapped his shoulder, her voice rising to an excited squeal. “You did it.”

“Just... a little...” Mike pumped water.

Water that vanished down into the rock faster than it could freeze.

All the way down.

Phyrra wasn’t just going to shed the top twenty meters.

Mike backed up. Backed away, letting the hose curl a little.

Leah glanced at him. “Mike?”

“She’s going to go,” he said, and looked at her.

Her grin was a sunburst. And he shivered down deep, as the rock started falling to pieces—massive fragments of the surface pulling apart from each other—because the pieces in his head were coming together.

They’d focused on what they’d get out of the rock. But over the past few days
Leviathan had pumped thousands of tons of water into Phyrra. Water that was now ice, lying in deep dark holes.

And if the whole asteroid broke open, separating so sunlight hit the ice and it boiled, the fragments would be pushed further apart, and more sunlight would vaporize more ice... That could happen very quickly. Not with any explosive force, but big chunks of rock would spin off faster than anyone aboard the icebreaker was expecting.

Mike hit the intercom. “Back her up.” No one acknowledged. The party on the bridge was louder. “Back. Her. Up. Back the goddamn ship up.”

Behemoth’s crew hadn’t been desperate to keep their jobs, but being the first icebreaker to open a locked box... Wouldn’t that have been tempting enough?

“Mike?” Leah’s hand reached to touch his—or stop him uselessly jabbing at the switch.

“She’s going to go,” he said. She stared at him. “She’s going to do the one-in-a-million thing and go completely. And then the sun hits the ice and she really goes.”

Leah paled. Mike felt his crazy mad instinctive couldn’t-be-happening panic turn into a stone cold certainty.

All he had to do was look at Phyrra to see the truth. He hit the emergency alarms; hoping that it would get them noticed and not be taken as a celebratory prank.

“Helmet and gloves,” he told her. Grabbed at his own—even knowing that
Leviathan itself might not survive, which meant they’d just die slower.

“Mike...”

He didn’t look at her. “Helmets work better closed.”

“Mike, couldn’t we open up the nozzle, let her steam, and blow what’s coming our way aside?”

He wondered if Leviathan had noticed yet. What they’d do. If they backed up fast... they could all be saved.

He took a breath. “Maybe.”

They might be able to keep themselves out of trouble. But
Leviathan was a big target and pushing aside that many rocks—the nozzle-head couldn’t be everywhere. Unless.

“I’ve got an idea,” he blurted, because he didn’t want to say it at all. “We could die. And it wouldn’t be any kind of fairground ride.”

“We can be heroes.” Leah chewed her lip. “Or we can sit here and find out whether we die anyhow.”

If they survived, he should be a sure thing for Europa. Everyone loved a hero. They got the good jobs, the big bucks, and they got the girls. He could even push his luck and ask Leah out. She might just be reckless enough to say “yes.” There wasn’t anything to lose.

Mike would have reached out to touch Leah’s cheek, but the gloves made that pointless. “You know all those stories about people biting through their lips?”

She nodded, already looking sick.

He closed the visor on his helmet, opened up on the nozzle—water streaming out and turning to vapour—and did his best to wedge his fingers so the trigger wouldn’t release when he blacked out.

But he knew firing vapour might not be enough to deflect the rocks. Which was why he powered down the directional thrusters.

The hose bucked, and twisted, and writhed. And Mike wished he’d thought to turn off the window display, because the stars and rocks spun and jerked and blurred dizzily.

He felt the first impact. The hose should bat enough rocks aside to keep
Leviathan from being smashed to pieces while she backed off. But he was a rag doll being shaken by a terrier, and there was pain, and the sick dizziness, and a terrifying numbness. And darkness.

They were going to live, he promised himself.

He had to, because he hadn’t kissed Leah yet.


Copyright 2009 by Kathryn Allen